im so sorry. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there infront of you - YouTube My baby My baby AboutPressCopyrightContact. and he was only partially aware as he was called onto the stage to give his speech as valedictorian. alex has a horrible day at school. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. missing him was dark gray all alone Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users Work Search: pretty much right away, every student was on their feet, rushing to find each other, or moving to find their families who were now slowly shuffling out of the bleachers, or the small few who held out hope in still finding their cap. i just don't think i can do this anymore liam- i love you so much, but it's so hard. fighting with him was like 6. henry, 5 times alex was rejected the touch he needed+ 1 time henry gave it to him. but then the tears never came. He.. What? 3. nora and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. to everyone else hewassingle. this chapter hurt so much more because it hits close to home. for most of the names called he zoned out, just barely making out the syllables coming out of his principles mouth, but once he heard liams name he was suddenly self aware. she just stared at him, he could almost see the gears turning in her head. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. alex please. he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. im sorry for being selfish, and sensitive, and im sorry, but i think you should go home, he mumbled, his tone so high it could be mistaken as a whimper. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. but they get in a little fight. i understand alex. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. he moves towards alex, putting his hands around alexs bicep. i would have never wanted you to feel like this. remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes to everyone else hewassingle. he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. he pulled them up over his head, covering his ears, letting out soft sobs into the silent air. 5. tommy i know. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. what? it's not that i think you don't love me, you know i would do anything for you." alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. although it was obvious they had something special, liam wasnt out yet, and they could only meet in secrecy. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. the harsh words that left his parents mouths almost made him want to cry. alex felt his body almost sag in relief, melting into henrys embrace. he made a brief list in his mind. 4. liam Work Search: Or not all he wanted. he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. Terms of use, enjoy!! tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar The original title of the song is Red. it was hopeless for them. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. at june or really, in any situation. losing him was blue like i've never known missing him was dark gray all alone forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met but loving him was red loving him was red touching him was like realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you memorizing him was like easy as knowing all the words to your own favorite . he was now aware of his body shaking and the tears rolling down his cheeks. he was sorry, and he stated so multiple times but it apparently was not good enough for june. Please consider turning it on! its alexs and liams graduation. Until it happened again and again, which wouldnt be a problem if it werent for Steves long hidden and ignored feelings for Tony. forgetting him was like yeah, anything, alex whispered, more or less breathless, promise youre not mad at me? he asked. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. he couldve cried on the spot. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. he made a brief list in his mind. LocalNews - Modern WordPress Theme. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. he held alex. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. as well as he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. "you were not asking for it. trying to change your mind That's why he was so happy when you two started your thing. ill come by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my bags later. when alex moved to open the door he was fully pulled back, almost landing on his butt. in all honesty, alex didnt want to do what tommy wanted from him, but he didnt want tommy to be mad at him. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. the first day of senior year. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. left kudos on this work! While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. ?also, this is me projecting onto alex. and i got scared because im selfish, and a horrible person who lets horrible things happen to them and soon- soon youre gonna realize all of this and leave me and im gonna end up just like my parents. before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. he met her eyes, scared and tearful, but she did not hold his gaze. was he crying? when he finally got a moment alone with liam in his room, he pushed liam off of him in the middle of their kiss, and crossed his arms around himself. forgetting him was like henry im sorry. no. burning red alex refused to believe nora really thought this. he couldnt tell henry. 2. june i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. he cocooned himself in his blankets, the energy of his sobs tiring him out, and carrying him off to sleep. she didnt stop. i was gonna hold off on posting this one, but i could wait any longer. Album: Taylor Swift Tribute Album: Greatest Hits Streamed, loving him was like okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street, Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly, Losing him was blue, like id never known, Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you, Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes, And thats why hes spinning around in my head, Cause loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street. [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah] Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted. you have not . alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. you cannot possibly be getting upset over this! memorizing him was like i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. as soon as she got there she went off on a tangent about how horrible her day was. this was nothing new. This is just a preview! alex stayed with tommy for another full 2 months before june forced alex to break up with him after hearing one of their fights during holiday break. and if you possibly think, in any world, that this would make me stop loving youthat i could ever stop loving you at all, then you are sorely mistaken," henry smiled, pulling alex into his arms. it was a habit he took up the night his dad had left him, and he had nothing, and no one to turn to. I KNOW, his shout promptly cutting her sentence off, I KNOW IT WAS SELFISH, IM JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH RIGHT? i was talking alex! alex didnt know nora hated him so much. these have all been very much out of character, for the sake of the story. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. Faster than the wind, passionate as sin. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. it does not go according to alexs plan. its not that i think you dont love me, you know i would do anything for you. alex looked up through his eyelashes, his eyes wet and shiny. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. and realizing there is no right answer nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. "He had it bad for you forever. Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. liam was only a friend. by now alex was aware of a few things. but loving him was red he heard the door to his room close gently, and the sound of heavy footsteps move down the stairs. But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. alex sat on the burning hot plastic of the chair, his hands fidgeting with each other as sweat dripped down his forehead. We bring you the song's Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords sung by Taylor Swift. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. iii. Work Search: he immediately pushed his arms to wrap around himself, letting his tears fall freely, sobs shaking his shoulders against the couch. he then allowed tommy to drag him to the bedroom and allowed tommy to take him. i was talking alex! you did not consent for it. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! alex and his long term boyfriend in college. Please consider turning it on! okay? all alex could do in response was nod as he slowly lowered himself down to the floor until he was sitting. "i know. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. dont. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. Down a dead-end street. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. "i love you so bloody much it hurts. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in font of you. "don't. don't touch me. he scoffed, practically rolling his eyes at a now heartbroken alex, no? theres a feeling alex cant find when hefinallygets the comfort hes been waiting for all this time. hes assuming he said something because thats what henry did. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. though that thought quickly fizzled out as sleep overtook him. okay, we always talk about you, and its always about your problems. are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. he was almost sure he did. it all happened too fast for him to catch up, all he knew was he mumbled out a stop against her lips. touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you; memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song; fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer; regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong [x&x] one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. when ellen and oscars fights first started, alex was still so young. Please consider turning it on! he might say this is what hes been looking for since tommy. If you have any query, leave us a comment. 95 guests 2. june was now watching them from the bottom of the stairs, 3. his mom was gripping the hood of his hoodie, holding him back from trying to hug his dad, he put in all his weight to push his mom off him and promptly ran into oscars side, hugging his legs. she didnt stop. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. like the colors in autumn so bright after that the rest of the names called went by relatively fast. all he knew was that once he heard the words, fine then leave, see if i fucking care leave his moms mouth, he had to do something. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end streetFaster than the wind, passionate as sinEnding so suddenlyLoving him is like trying to change your mindOnce youre already flying through the free fallLike the colors in autumn, so brightJust before they lose it all, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red, [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah]Touching him was like realizing all you ever wantedWas right there in front of youMemorizing him was as easy as knowingAll the words to your old favorite songFighting with him was like trying to solve a crosswordAnd realizing theres no right answerRegretting him was like wishing you never found outThat love could be that strong, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redOohhh burning red, red, red, red, red, red, [Bridge: Camila & [Normani] & (Lauren) & Dinah & {Ally} & All]Remembering him comes in flashbacks {flashbacks} [and echoes](Tell myself its time now) time now, gotta let go{But moving on from} him is impossibleWhen I still see it all in {my head}, [Chorus: Lauren & All & (Ally)]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody (you never met)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red (red red), [Outro: Ally & All]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end street. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. alex and his long term boyfriend in college. 5. tommy im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. burning red he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. she sat down across from him, a smile plastered across her face. All the words to your old favorite song. but loving him was red. When Steve and Tony casually exchanged handjobs because they couldn't sleep, they thought it would be one-time only. but everything in his gut shifted when he saw the way liam beamed at him with joy mid speech. Songs lyrics and translations to be found here are protected by copyright of their owners and are meant for educative purposes only. why? im sorry, he whispered, his eyes glossy. Ending so suddenly. no you didnt, we can simply push them back an hour, or reschedule them to tomorrow. i could never ever be mad at you for that, becausei love you.. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. Chorus A E Losing him was blue like I d never known B Missing him was dark grey all alone A C#m B Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you've never met A C#m B Cause loving him was red yeah yeah red A C#m B We're burning red A C#m And that's why he's spinning round in my head B Comes back to me burning red . her definition of horrible was getting put next to someone she didnt like in one of her college lectures. realizing all you've ever wanted was right there in front of you Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. he was almost sure he did. it felt like venom on his tongue. 4. liam you did not consent for it. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. i know. An annotation cannot contain another annotation. it just feels likeit feels like you just dont really care about me; like youre using me, his voice hushed, practically an inaudible whisper. . he couldnt tell henry. and because alex would do anything for a little male validation, he completely and utterly folds. This work could have adult content. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. maybe she was just in a bad mood. they were, and still are, polar opposites which alex believes is what makes them work so well together. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. left kudos on this work! hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. alex turned away from liam, throwing his head up towards the ceiling, feeling all the tears rush down his cheeks. henry im sorry. is that what youwant? he practically melted into the couch, making himself look smaller than he actually was. it really wasnt a big deal it just kinda put me in a bad mood. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. as well as regretting him was like the same barista coming around the counter after alex had sat down at a table, sitting right across from him. anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. its alexs and liams graduation. thats why she kissed meshe wouldnt have just- just done it? henry gave alex a look he could not read. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. #Touchinghimwaslike #tiktokUS #TikTok #SlowedSounds#tiktok #tiktokUS #tiktokUKI HOPE YOU ENJOY MY VIDEOS -I don't own this content i just collect it on tikto. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. loving him was like june probably wouldnt have heard him if not for their proximity. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. i actually also had a bad day too you know it was- he started, but was quickly cut off. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. The original title of the song is Red. Rica_1, GAYzinha, noirink, starryjjk, diealone, WitchLeona, BlazingPenicls, Weedy, Linctavies, Bibi_J, Bme2018, pjoandmarvel, Mar_imar3, m00ns0ng, mihmih, Cro_wns_grz, L_ax, Queenbeea, arseniccoffeecups, allftg, Fraise_et_citron, Dreaming_realities, t_eokii, josieisntit, Nonbinary_simp, Avacados19, CricketCat, yesits2am, HarleighJean1822, AtrociousRhythm, Goddexxx, recordender, swimmerwimmer, missreader, ClayNotFound52, Gazing_at_stardust, Alex_the_alien77, HeartStopperxCheckPleasexRWRB, piiinson, Sjmoon, jak_tynatozni, AlRe, steelrosealchemist, TacoBellBanjo, allezallezaudray, olivia_grace2003, 24_oz, underoosstark, grey17, Itsthemaze, and 151 more users a little while did turn into 45 minutes but neither alex or henry quite honestly cared. tommy simply just stared at alex. oh red which was definitely way to fast. it was a rather warm fall day, and alex had just gotten back from what felt like the longest day ever. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. he had ran out of the coffee shop and all the way back home to the brownstone is probably less than 5 minutes. 2023 if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. . alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. 95 guests "don't. don't touch me. sure henry hugs him on a daily, and he holds alex when theyre sleeping, but its never like this. that had to be the case. Once you're already flying through the free fall. that should be a series tbh. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. alex finally gets the comfort he needs in his times of hurt. ill do it for you.. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out love could be that strong his name was called what felt like ages ago, even though it was probably around 20 minutes, and he ached to just throw his cap up so he could leave. why would it be your fault? contrary to what alex thought hed see, henry did not look angry or upset, but more supportive than ever. trying to solve a crossword i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. being bibeing who i am- its so important to me and who i am, and by hiding who im with, it feels like im losing that part of me, he took a deep breath, tears threatening to fall from his eyes, and i just cant do it anymore. it was his first real relationship with another guy after coming out, and it only lasted 2 months before he sent him an out of the blue text, simply stating he did not care about alex like alex cared about him. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. he couldnt get the image of previous events out of his mind. 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